Today is the Senior game for #Glencoe #HighSchool – I cannot believe that 13 years of playing softball is coming to an end. And THIS GIRL. WOW. I love her with all my heart. #classof2016 #stopgrowingup#softballlife #softballmom #softballsister #teamsinglemoms#lovelifelaugh #relationshipsmatter #familyfirstalways#thethreeofusforever
Because I’m really struggling with food. With time. With school. With parenting. And I saw this on Facebook and Pinterest, I decided to try it. I’m trying SO HARD to make sure that I eat. I’m starving but I’m not hungry. Being sad is weird. And being fat is depressing. You don’t want to eat but you have to. If I set these up, my hope is that I won’t eat bad foods.
// Updated: They do hold up for longer than I thought. A little harder to eat from than I thought, but you can add salad dressing and shake them. And there are a zillion recipes on Pinterest about variations.
Still so far to go to fix the damage of eating my emotions of dealing with loss of Demi … but I am not giving up. Not letting my current loss of Brant do any more damage … Using the sadness and emotion to be introspective. To discover myself. To melt these pounds, to be a good mommy, to kick ass in school. 💓💓💓
Stating this online for the first time since “it” happened ….
I’m single again …
And will be committing to stay this way for a while … I don’t cook!!! Interesting times ahead!!!